How weird that I am speaking Hokkien when I’m Cantonese. Well, I got G-smacked yesterday, what can I say? I know that I won’t get any sympathy since I at least had an extra couple of months so the pity party was over before I joined. Still, I feel depressed, cannot meh?
It had been an exhilarating sixteen long months, and I am very thankful for the opportunity. Still, I had hoped that it will go on a little longer.
A friend asked me that since I know that this will be the outcome, why do I still feel sad. Don’t tell me that if you know that someone close to you is going to die, for example, and when the person dies, you won’t feel anything at all? Being prepared for an eventuality does not equal to being able to handle the situation well when it finally comes. At least that is not the case for me.
I spent the past week working my butt off, to the point of neglecting everything and I was euphoric when I finally finished my backlog of work but at the end of it, this has to come to kill my mood.
Oh well, as the saying goes, life goes on. Now, please excuse me while I go hide in a corner to lick my wounds.