I know it’s still early days ’til Christmas Day but from now until then, I probably will not be updating my blog. I feel pretty bad that the year has gone by just like that. This has been an exceptionally bad year for me so much so that I don’t even know if what I am doing is right. Heck, I don’t even know what I am doing. I am so blur, my friend commented that I wouldn’t even know it if two elephants fcuked in front of my house. What he meant was that I wouldn’t feel the tremor.
I allowed many things to slide these past seven months that Snoopy has been incapacitated. My work, my blogs, myself…..Yes, it has been exactly seven months today. How time flies, eh? Birthdays, anniversaries and all the important dates of friends and family passed by and I was not around to celebrate with them. I don’t see a reason to celebrate; I am not in a good mood and I hate myself for cursing every day and generally having a poor attitude in facing such challenges. Those who know me know that I handle stress poorly and this episode in my life has tested me thoroughly.
This Christmas, I would not be sending out any greeting cards. You know, I have forgotten that I have to allow at least a week for postal delivery time. SIGH. I am losing my memory too. So this Christmas, eCards and text messages will have to do. And if you are reading this post, I have enclosed a Christmas card for you. Merry Christmas & happy holidays!